akatsuki_child9

Oh my God! One time I went to a friend's house and we played RockBand 2, and the song "Everlong" by Foo Fighters was stuck in my head! Listen to it and I can gurantee it will get stuck! Here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RpCr6Ojozz8

How long would I survive in the wild? Probably not very long. I know how to fend for myself pretty well, but there would still be a lot I wouldn't be able to do. If I took a positive view, I would probably last three to five days. I would be very lucky to last longer than that.

When I am feeling down, I usually turn to chocolate. A bit cliche, right? But that's not the only food. It usually depends on what the situation is about. If it is about my friends, I turn to poptarts and animal crackers. But if it has something to do with a romantic relationship, I turn to chocolate. When it comes to family, I eat toast. I don't really know why I turn to these foods. I have a theory for the last one though. When I was younger, my dad used to make eggs and toast for everyone in the family, and I guess I just want to go back to the better memories so that's what I eat. In conclusion, my comfort foods are poptarts, chocolate, and toast.

There are a few things that I have to get off my chest right now about my English class. First off, it sucks. My teacher is really nice, but she talks to us like we're six years old instead of like thirteen and fourteen. It's so annoying!! And she does all this stupid crap in the time span of an hour-and-a-half and we don't ever have time to get it done, resulting in extra homework!!!! Plus she's so persistent....a little TOO persistent if you ask me. Oh, but that's not the worst part. My classmates are all jerks, nerds, or creepy. It honestly scares me sometimes. I sit by this one kid who won't shut the hell up and tries to cheat off me ALL the time. None of my friends are in that class so it's pretty bad.

There, I'm done with ranting...

Look at me. I'm not anything special. Brown hair and blue eyes. So why would he want me, when he can have basically any girl in the school? I'm not very pretty, and I'm not that skinny either. So, why? I just don't understand. Even though we aren't together any more, he still chose me. We share many awkward moments, many looks of indifference, but I know that deep down, I still care about him, and in some way he still cares for me. I just want and need to know. It's eating me from inside not knowing why. I just want to know.

But I do know this: I still love him, and I'm glad he picked me.

He does funny things to my health. For instance, whenever he looks at me, my heart flutters and my stomach feels like it did a back flip, but didn't land right. When he's walking past me in the halls, or when we are within a ten feet radius, I get all nervous and I feel self-conscious. If I think about him, a smile starts to spread across my face, my hands get clammy, and my heart rate speeds up. When he compliments me or talks to me, I blush hard, and I can't think straight. It's like all train of thought vanished.

When we pass each other and make eye-contact, even if it's only brief, I feel like I just got off a roller coaster and adrenaline runs through me.

But when he's not there, I get paranoid. I feel like something bad happened. I get in a bad mood, not necessarily mad, but a little depressed and put down. I zone out in school, thinking about why he's not there.

Maybe it's an infatuation, an obsession. Maybe I still love him. All I know is, I still and always will care for him.

Today was a bad day. First off, last night I went to bed at 11:30, and woke up at 7 this morning. But through the whole night, I probably only got like 5 hours of sleep. So anyway, I got to school, and in English, we had to get together in groups and do this quick project, but my group wouldn't do crap! Thankfully when that was over, I went to Science. My science teacher is so boring. All he does is talk and his voice is kinda deep, but it just has that boring edge to it. I almost fell asleep on my lap-top's keyboard. Then we had to answer some questions, which I didn't understand at all, so I just sat there, staring into space and playing on my lap-top. During third block, I have chorus, which was okay, except I learned I have to sing a high 'F' note. Ugh. I had to get my picture retaken, so I did that, but the lady said I had to have my old pictures with me, so I had to run ALL the way downstairs, go to my locker, get my pics, and run ALL the way back up. Because of that, I only had 10 minutes to eat lunch and get to class on time. Fourth block is my SS class, and all we do is mess around which got us in trouble. In fifth block math, I didn't understand how to do a problem, and when I asked her, she just made it more complicated, and when I told her I still didn't understand, she just said, "Well I can't help you there," and in my mind I was like "WTF?! You can make it more complicated, but you can't dumb it down and explain it?!" I was so mad. Oh, but it doesn't stop there. At soccer practice, we had to do sprints, but here's the thing: our coach would flip a coin landing on heads or tails, and depending on what side you were on, that side would have to sprint the width of a college field and sprint back. It was so stupid. Some girls only ran like 2, while others ran 8. It was just so frustrating. Now I'm not the greatest runner, so when we had to run two laps around the college field, I almost died just thinking about it before we even started.

So that's how my day went. Just had to get it all out. Now I'm going to go bang my head against a wall...

Okay, so I have one story on my Fanfiction account (here is the link: http://www.fanfiction.net/~akatsukichild) and I'm going to be writing a new story, but I'm not sure which pairing to do, so you can vote!

Which of the following would you like to see in a story?

1. Kakashi and Sakura
2. Itachi and Sakura
3. Sasuke and Sakura
4. Other (Tell me a pairing you would like to see.)

Please tell me which you would like to see!!